................................................................................................................................................................................ pain you know pain really? pain is your best friend slitting his wrists in his bath tub at home and his mom walking in to see her son dead.... pain is your parents persecuting you for the religion that they raised you on... pain is moving all the time when your a child never being able to form real social ties and make friends.... pain is not knowing your father for 18 years and finding out he isn't the bad guy only to find out again that he is worse than the bad guy ,he is the good guy who raises your hopes and backs out at the last min on the things that are most important to you.... pain is being told that men are evil and you will never turn out to be a good person because you are one... pain is your house maliciously burned down when you are five years old and finding your self homeless.... pain is being told that you remind your loved ones of someone they hate every day..... pain is looking out your parents window and seeing your neighbor shoot some one holing an infant... pain is your doctor telling your mom in front of you that you most likely wont live because you have a deadly disease..... pain is your soul being torn from your body as you drown in the neighbors swimming pool...... pain is your friend bringing a gun to school telling every one he's going to shoot him self after class is over.... how do you define pain???? i haven't used a single drug in my life unless you count alcohol and then i've never been drunk. my pain gives me a voice my pain gives me a purpose what does your pain do? thats just my pain there are a lot of people a lot worse of than me that don't get the drugs that they need much less the ones they want? what about all the little kids in Africa dying from AIDS they cant even get cough medicine or acetaminophen!!!! | 
